My tea's gone cold
I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
the morning
rain clouds up my window
and I can't see at all
And even
if I could it'd all be grey
but your picture on my wall
it reminds me
that it's not so bad
it's not so bad
My tea's gone cold
I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
the morning
rain clouds up my window
and I can't see at all
And even
if I could it'd all be grey
but your picture on my wall
it reminds me
that it's not so bad
it's not so bad
Dear Slim
I wrote but you still
ain't callin
I left my cell my pager
and my home
phone at the bottom
I sent two letters
back in autumn
you must not a got 'em
There probably was a problem
at the post
office or somethin
Sometimes
I scribble addresses
too sloppy when I jot 'em
but anyways
what's been up
Man how's your daughter
My girlfriend's pregnant too
I'm bout to be a father
If I have a daughter
guess what I'm a call her
I'ma name her Bonnie
I read about your
Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself
over some bitch
who didn't want him
I know you probably hear
this everyday
but I'm your biggest fan
I even got the
underground shit
that you did with SkamZ
I got a room full of
your posters
and your pictures man
I like the shit
you did with Ruckus too
that shit was fat
Anyways
I hope you get this man
hit me back
just to chat
truly yours your biggest fan
This is Stan
My tea's gone cold
I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
the morning
rain clouds up my window
and I can't see at all
And even
if I could it'd all be grey
but your picture on my wall
it reminds me
that it's not so bad
it's not so bad
Dear Slim
you still ain't
called or wrote
I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad
I just think it's
you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna
talk to me
outside your concert
you didn't have to
but you coulda signed
an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man
he's only six years old
We waited in the blistering
cold for you
four hours and
you just said No
That's pretty man
you're like his idol
He wants to be
just like you man
he likes you more than I do
Sometimes I even cut myself
to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline
the pain is such
a sudden rush for me
See everything
you say is real
and I respect
you cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous
cause I talk about you 24 7
But she don't know
you like I know you Slim
no one does
She don't know
what it was like for people
like us growin up
You gotta call me man
I'll be the biggest fan
you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours Stan P S
We should be together too
My tea's gone cold
I'm wondering why
I got out of bed at all
the morning
rain clouds up my window
and I can't see at all
And even
if I could it'd all be grey
but your picture on my wall
it reminds me
that it's not so bad
it's not so bad
Dear Mister I'm Too Good
To Call Or Write My Fans
this'll be the last package
I ever send your
It's been six months and
still no word
I don't deserve it
I know you got
my last two letters
I wrote the
addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette
I'm sending you
I hope you hear it
I'm in the car right now
I'm doing 90 on the freeway
I love you Slim
we coulda been together
think about it
You ruined it now
I hope you can't sleep
and you dream about it
And when you dream
I hope you can't sleep
and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience
EATS AT YOU
and you can't
BREATHE without me
See Slim Shut up
I'm tryin to talk
Hey Slim
that's my girlfriend
screamin in the trunk
but I didn't slit her throat
I just tied her up
see I ain't like you
cause if she suffocates
she'll suffer more
and then she'll die too
Well gotta go
I'm almost at the bridge now
Oh shit I forgot
how'm I supposed
to send this shit out
Dear Stan
I meant to write you sooner
but I just been busy
You said your
girlfriend's pregnant now
how far along is she
Look I'm really flattered
you would call your
daughter that
and here's an autograph for
your brother
I wrote it on the Starter cap
I'm sorry
I didn't see you at the show
I musta missed you
Don't think
I did that intentionally
just to diss you
But what's
you said about you like
to cut your wrists too
I say that shit
just clownin dogg c'mon
how fucked up is you
You got some issues Stan
I think you need
some counseling
to help your ass from
bouncing off the walls
when you get down some
And what's this shit about us
meant to be together
That type of
shit'll make me not
want us to meet each other
I really think you
and your girlfriend need
each other
or maybe you just need to
treat her better
I hope you get to
read this letter
I just hope it
reaches you in time
before you hurt yourself
I think that
you'll be doin just fine
if you relax a little
I'm glad
I inspire you but Stan
why are you so mad
Try to understand
that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do
some crazy shit
I seen this one shit
on the news
a couple weeks ago that
made me sick
Some dude was drunk
and drove his car
over a bridge
and had his
girlfriend in the trunk
and she was pregnant
with his kid
and in the car they
found a tape
but they didn't say
who it was to
Come to think about
his name was it was you
Damn