I’m gonna be flat out frank and tell it how it is I hate myself to the bones
I’m a good seed in the wrong f**king field,
caught up in lies
I didn’t mean this to happen,
didn’t think it could happen, oh I’m lost in the sea
And I never learned how to swim
God left my heart a long time ago
He got out when the first bomb fell
He’s no, no friend of mine
And now I’m stuck with this black, cold,
big-hate lump deep inside
I’ve always thought of myself as a stand-up guy in rain in storm and in fire
I treated you good, we were sparks in the sky and kites in the night
But I am weak and I’m tall when I get wet on the dance floor, I’m no good for anyone
And for causing you pain I’m always ashamed
God left my heart a long time ago
He got out when the first bomb fell
He’s no, no friend of mine
And now I’m stuck with this big, black,
cold-hate lump deep inside