i sleep until there is no light. i'm wide awake all through the night. diner may suck but i'll take a bite, i do whatever i can. my muscles stiffen through the day. discomfort never goes away. i feel like a garbage can. throw me away, i've got no use. throw me away, i'm nothing to lose. throw me away, i feel like shit. i am useless. i know i know nothing at all. i'd take stand, but i know i'd fall. i'd run head-down into a wall and watch my blood run faster. girls laugh and pass me on the street. i spook out everyone i meet. i've got pink toenails on my feet, i'm such a fucking master. i never seem to feel well. i always seem to look like hell. it seems like everyone can tell my mind is going numb. my mom thinks i wear women's clothes. i get dogged on at all the shows. it seems that everybody know i look like a fucking bum.