I can't stop thinking of you
And I dont wanna admit why
Is it how your hair falls in place
Or how you always dress so nice
I like to tell myself that
Feelings are just a waste of time
But your making it hard to
Keep telling myself that old lie
I can't stand the way
You make me laugh
And make me forget all
About the fact
That
Didn't expect you to pop in my life
Planted root in my heart, a dessert so dry
I'm like emotional pesticide
Will you stick around anyways?
I give my feelings no substance for life
Not enough water, and too much sunlight
There should be no way that they stay alive
But they grow for you
Like cacti
This is so frustrating
Cause dont need anyone else
Sharp thorns to push them away
But I just end up hurting myself
Why dont they keep you away
You've always got this gentle smile
Oh please dont look at my face
I can't help but look into your eyes
What's the big deal?
You're so unreal
And no you can never know I feel
These feelings really gotta go
They should've never even grown
Didn't expect you to pop in my life
Planted root in my heart, a dessert so dry
I'm like emotional pesticide
Will you stick around anyways?
I give my feelings no substance for life
Not enough water, and too much sunlight
There should be no way that they stay alive
But they grow for you
Like cacti
I wanna push you away
I never want you to leave
I'm scared for winter come
Cause what about all the leaves?
I wanna push you away
I never want you to leave
I'm scared for winter come
Cause I don't want you to leave