I haven’t laid awake to listen like that
in about four years
And if you can’t hear my heart beat from here
how could you eight hundred miles away
Don’t tell me that you’re crazy
I know you’re numb to everything
And I thought this state was cold
It’s never been my fault always my price to pay
Then you said Could you stay up here forever
but how could I know forever ended with the week
It’s never been my fault always my price to pay
It’s never been my fault
And maybe if I’m lucky this cold will stop
my breathing and keep my heart from beating
Because this has lead me nowhere nowhere but pain