I’m not the one who you wanna be with
I’m not the one who you can make you laugh
It’s just me, it’s just this, this is all I have (mm)
I’m not someone who you can be proud of
I’m not someone who you can brag about
This is it, this is everything I can be
I used to be someone I’m proud of
I used to be loud and nosy
I used to not care ‘bout anything but me (mm)
I used to groove to all these song
I used to know all the lyrics
and now I’m used to, now I’m used to none of these (uh)
I wanna love, wanna be single
I wanna give up, I wanna make it
I wanna eat, wanna be skinny
I just don’t know what the hell I want for me
I wanna run, I wanna stay in
I wanna love you, but then I hate you
and I hate you, because I love you
And I don’t even know what I want (and I’m not sorry, though)
Do I dare to be honest?
Do I dare to be fall in love again?
Who am I asking this permission anyway, no, no
Bringing me down, doubting myself
stopping myself alone when everybody’s busy
living their own life in their own time
I wanna love, wanna be single
I wanna give up, I wanna make it
I wanna eat, wanna be skinny
I just don’t know what the hell I want for me
I wanna run, I wanna stay in
I wanna love you, but then I hate you
and I hate you, because I love you
And I don’t even know what I want (and I’m not sorry, though)
Why is it so hard to love myself?
Seems like everyone know how to do it
Everyone look like they all got it
I don’t know what I’m doing but I’m just living like anyone else
just because I know I’m here for a reason
I wanna love, wanna be single
I wanna give up, I wanna make it
I wanna eat, wanna be skinny
I just don’t know what the hell I want for me
I wanna run, I wanna stay in
I wanna love you, but then I hate you
and I hate you, because I love you
And I don’t even know what I want (and I’m not sorry, though)
Fearful what’s to come but I won’t even budge
won’t even blink my eyes even when it eats me all alive
Fearful what’s to come but I won’t even budge
won’t even blink my eyes even when it eats me all alive