Patience is a virtue,
but Heaven isn't for someone like me
And I would only hurt you,
standing on your shoulders in the deep
It's hunting season,
always all or nothing
My legs are so tired,
how is anybody running?
Why the hell
am I so devoid of any meaning?
What is living for
if you don't know what to believe in?
It's been so hard for so long
It's been so hard for so long
Where did I go so damn wrong?
It's been so hard
The forest has a fire
but all it ever seems to do is rain
And I wish I was lighter,
so you would never have to hold my weight
It's hunting season,
heading into winter
Running from the gun,
but it's my hand on the trigger
Why the hell am I so afraid of going deeper?
I blame everybody
but the person in the mirror
It's been so hard for so long
It's been so hard for so long
Where did I go so damn wrong?
It's been so hard
I'm scared I'll always be this way
That people will not want to stay
That I'll wake up forever hoping
I just make it through the day
That I'll make myself smaller
to fit someone else's version
That I'll lay down on my deathbed,
an unhappy fucking person
It's hunting season,
I don't have a weapon
I am at your mercy,
I was just a freshman
Why the hell am I somewhere
in between the crossfire?
I say that I'm fine,
I have become such a good liar