And I woke up
Feeling alone cause
You've been gone for the past month
I've been waking up late hardly making the pay that I need
Just to go on
These past few months I've been bumming around
Paying bills that I don't want
I'm fucking jobless and I'm sick of it now
And on top of that save up
Counting on friends who can never be found
For a piece of machinery older than me
They never mattered much
All the things I did leading up to this
They follow me they were no different
All the years I spent they won't amount to shit
It's taken so long
To force myself to face issues
I just can't fix them all overnight
I could be wrong
It''ll get better I'm better it's better
I got tired of missing the childhood stuff
I woke up
Like having the pressure of missing the bus
I'm still messed up
And it hurts to say now but we all must grow up
It never ends
We fuck up you're not right I'm not right
It never ends
Can we get over it
All the things I did leading up to this
They follow me they were no different
All the years I spent they won't amount to shit
It's taken so long
To force myself to face issues
I just can't fix them all overnight
I could be wrong
It''ll get better I'm better it's better
But I can't even scratch the surface on where to go
It hurts my brain too much to think for a long time so
I don't even care if I wake up at all
I don't even care if I wake up
I've been breaking my back for so long
I'm past that point with everything again
I've been breaking my back for so long
I keep breaking in half come on break me in half
I've been breaking my back for so long
Break me in half won't you break me just break me
I've been breaking my back for so long
I know it won't get better at all and I'm so fed up with it
So fuck you all just get away from me for now