I set all my regrets on fire
Cause I know I`ll never take the time
To unpack my missteps
Or call all of our friends
I figured they would take your side
I make the bed just not that well
Your name comes up a lot
When I talk to my mom
Oh I think she can tell
I was out on the town
So I came to your window last night
I tried not to throw stones
But I wanted to come inside
Now I`m causing a scene
Thinking you need a reason to smile
Oh no what have I done
There is no one to keep me warm
So maybe I should put out the fire
Call them back and borrow a box knife
So I can learn to live with all the stupid shit
I`ve been doing since `99
And I know I can be more clever
And I know I can be more strong
But I`m waiting for the day
You`ll come back and say
Hey maybe I should change my mind
I drink a lot
I`m not sure if that`s new
But these days when I wake up
From a night I forgot
I just wish that it`d never came true
I knew there`d come a day
When all was said and done
When everything I was
Is everything but gone
All my big mistakes
Are bouncing off your wall
The bottles never brea
The sun will never come
So come on let me in
I will be the sun
I will wake you up
I am who I was
Just open up your heart