Just try to understand
This isn`t what I planned
This ride`s out of my hands
So now I`m forced to be
Something I can not be
If only I could make you see
Tonight I`m alive
Ive watched you all grow up
and so have I
Inside this isn`t really
what I had in mind
I no longer relate
To this world of hate
That`s forced upon my plate
I tend to disagree
I hope it`s not just me
Alone if only I could
make you see
Tonight I`m alive
I`ve watched you all
grow up and so have I
Inside this isn`t really
what I had in mind
I had in mind
Tonight I`m alive
I`ve watched you
all grow up and so have I
Inside this isn`t really
what I had in mind
This time
I watch you all grow up and
so have I
Inside this isn`t really
what I had in mind
I had in mind