There's a door here but it will not break
There's a stone there but it won't remain
Up there a heaven now but it will not wait
And the lies there the scent of it
just too much
So should you
Sow it once
and make it grow
the sweet clematis
Let it flower and paint it
all of the colors bold
Instantly
things fall and fade
return to silence
Why oh why
why does it
all feel so sorrowful
Dreams of what is real@
There's a breath here but it will not break
There's a face there but it won't remain
Up there a heaven now but it knows no name
And the stain is the color of red
through red
And thus You cannot cry
confuse the lies
try to remember
When you rise you take you steps
with a strong desire
Time goes by a breath it comes
like something given
Why oh why
why have
these nightmares not long expired
The real is but a dream@
From now on
Should it grow and open full the sweet clematis
Flower bold but there's no need
for rejoicing more
Precious life this life just once
it comes just one time
Keep it close
keep it from ever just leaving you
Crying tears
confusing fears they are no longer
When I stand I know
I'll never be down again
Nothing that I need now
once it comes
just one time
Somehow somehow
someone ah
Entry Number One