I love it when you ask to chill but I’m so shy
Don’t know why
I want to work on that side of me
So I drag myself out and now I want to die
You ask why
I say it’s not you it’s fully me
I get so anxious even though you are like a home to me
We are all so crazy but I think I’m a few steps above
Every now and then I wonder if I sometimes cross the line
Even when I know we accept each other for who we are
That’s why I say it’s not you, it’s me ‘cuz it’s all in my head
My brain loves to make scenarios ranging from A to Z
Usually they’re fine but there are ones where we end up in pain
And that’s why I perpetually keep myself so tensed up
There’s a bug in my disk but I don’t know where to
Find the anti virus that’s the right fit for me
What if the malware in my system is what makes me
Who I am and I lose my identity
So just in case I keep myself the same then sigh
Often cry
Because I don’t know if this is right
Maybe because I know that my problems have become a core
Don’t know how to pick and choose the ones that I can throw away
What if I update myself and you no longer recognize
So I’d rather perpetually keep myself so tensed up
There’s a bug in my disk but I don’t know where to
Find the anti virus that’s the right fit for me
What if the malware in my system is what makes me
Who I am and I lose my identity