there's nothing hear/ inside of these walls/ I feel like I am so far away/ nothing's changed/ and I just can't be who I'm supposed to be/ I let the past control my life/ it brings me to my knees/ and I can not hide/ I can not lie/ so many words to say and no one to hear/ why did you go away?/ I needed you more to day than I ever did/ you lied to me/ outside it's cold/ it chills to the bone/ I wish that I did not have to see/ I let the past control my life/ it brings me to my knees/ and I can not hide/ I can not lie/ so many words to say and no one to hear/ why did you go away?/ I needed you more today than I ever did/ you lied to me