How can you help me if you don't believe in me
How can you trust me if you don't care for me
You don't believe me anymore
But still pretend you'll find a cure
Why do you criticize every single thing I do
Why do I keep smiling as you try to
Analyze my instability
Draw a map of my insanity
Suspension of disbelief in my mind
Teaches me to lie
Not to get close to the flame I will try, paralyzed
No one is gonna mess with my mind no more
No fear disappears as I swim for shore
And sometimes in my worst nightmares
Realize that no one really cares
Suspension of disbelief in my mind
Teaches me to lie Teaches me to lie
No physical evidence that I hide or realize First time
Nothing to loose I've got not even life, on my side Second time
You swear I'll never be the same
My diabolical mind won't play your game
Total control of behaviour
And of psychiatric obsessions
Don't try to tell me what to say
Ain't worth saying it anyway
Fell like there'll never be an end
Disbelief again and again